Bandom's bumming me out, lately. Which is, in turn, further bumming me out. Mostly, I am just yearning so hard for the FULL BAND (I still, regardless of what I CONTINUE TO TRY TO TELL MYSELF, consider Ryan&Brendon&Jon&Spencer the Full Band, btw.) I miss Ryan and Jon like whoa. Especially since Jon has legit dropped off the face of the Earth, as evidenced by his lack-of-twittering. I can't remember where I saw this theory, but I am totally starting to believe that Jon somehow died in a tragic accident and Ryan and Alex are trying to hide it by occasionally twittering from his account. It seems plausible.

Also, dear god, I miss my canon OTP. However, the folks over at rydenrevival are darn cool.

Just. *sighs*

In other news, my house is cold, and I finally have the use for a blanket (fuck you, Florida heat-even-in-the-wintertime), and I'm thinking of making burritos. Whoo, Mexican food.

... Brendon is my favorite. Forever and ever and ever. :DDDDD

Also, wow. 572305857494th attempt at coming out. Well done, Brendon. Well done indeed. 

http://twitter.com/thisisryanross

I don't even know at this point. :/ I'm inclined to think that it's a joke but. Yeah. *shrugs in an i'm-just-gonna-give-up way*

Fuck, why do I like Change better than New Perspective?

Ack!

Though, I'm not sure Ross said, "change" enough in it... And I kind of wish that it had been released by Panic (Panic being Ryan&Jon&Brendon&Spencer.) I would've loved to hear Brendon sing backup (wait, what? Backup to Ryan?) in it. 

I can't really hear the second half of the lyrics very well, so I guess I'll have to wait for an official release (unless somebody can figure them out, which would be awesome, by the way.)

But, yeah. ♥_____♥ I love it. So, so much. 

... Except the name. I'm not crazy about the band name. 

Just lost my one and only form of income.

Might get kicked out of my house if we can't pay soon. 

Life, why do you suck so?

Mostly, I'm just posting because I feel bad about not posting anything in four weeks. Even though nobody reads it. Whatever. So, this is going to be very, very short, but I'm bored, and I wanted to say something:

My grades are up, thus I will be seeing the lovely Amanda Palmer in exactly one week from now at my favorite concert venue is in St. Pete. I am happy and life is good. ♥

Happy Dumbest-And-Most-Likely-To-Put-Us-Single-Folk-Down Holiday celebrated worldwide, dear (albeit very small) flist! 
...Yeah, that's all I have to say (I'm a girl of few words, okay?) I had a lousy Valentine's Day (as I do every year), accentuated by the fact that I was grounded and had no hope of doing anything fun anyway. But my stepsister's back from Amsterdam, which is nice. I haven't seen her in about three years, so it was good to catch up somewhat.

Anyway, as I said, Happy Valentine's Day, everyone. Hope yours was better than mine. :)

 Just. THIS.

Yeah, I know, EVERYONE else has already posted this (and sqeed like mad, tbh), but I kind of had to as well. BECAUSE UM. HOLY HELL. O_O Does Ryan even know the meaning of subtext? Because he's kind of a master at using it. And, as if everyone else hasn't already analyzed this blog to bits, I'm going to do a bit of my own. Mostly I'm just going to restate all the obvious meant-to-be-taken-the-wrong-way stuff he's said and say it the way that he was to.
Let's start at the top, shall we?
What he said: "It’s been a while since I’ve seen, or played music with the guys so we had quite a glorious reunion."
What he was trying to say: we all went to the practice space and had sex.
What he said: "As of now I live in Brendon’s guest room on a very small and uncomfortable  air mattress. So does Spence but I think he has some sort of deluxe model, very nice."
What he was trying to say: Brendon and Spencer and I all have hot GSF sex every night on my small and uncomfortable air mattress, which, to be honest, is no longer fit for sleeping on.
What he said: "C is for…Cream"
...................Do I really have to spell it out?!!

I am forever loving this blog. And Ryan. And the glorious subtext!!

And now I'm off to go to a highschool. At 6:00 at night. Which, ya know, isn't weird at all. Clearly. 

I do believe that I mentioned what I received for Christmas. *checks previous post* Okay, yeah. I did. Anyway, I got a Wacom pad and Photoshop, and so I've been kind of messing around with both all day (I have no life. I'm aware). I was looking through my pictures of Brendon, and listening to Yes, Virginia (another gift from my hardcore family), and I found a really pretty one of him singing. Anyway, I came out with something that looks pretty decent... Or decent enough for just now figuring out how to use Photoshop (to an extent). HEE! FANART!!

Original:


My Photoshopped version:


EDIT: Thanks (so, so much!) to redorchids , who explains how to do somewhat complicated computer-y things very well, and to ljiconslikewoah , who posted how a little how-to sort of thing that I (thankfully) stumbled upon. ♥

 Hello, LJ!! Merry Christmas!! I'm having a wonderful one, and I figured I'd just share the love and post. ♥ 
So, this year the haul was a teensy bit smaller than usual (damn you, recession!), but, tbh, I don't care. *hums I Don't Care* 
I got amazing stuff, and Christmas is just a fun time of year all around! Examples of said amazing stuff: Yes, Virginia by The Dresden Dolls (which I've wanted for a while now), Live in Chicago by Panic at the Disco (OMG! PANIC!!), Day and Age by The Killers (good album), a Social Distortion shirt (they sound sort of like Green Day and they're pretty okay) with a dancing skeleton on the front, 60 bucks (hello, new hoodie!), a wacom pad, etc. Overall, I had a lovely Christmas. Hope yours was the same, whoever is reading this. :D

Also, today it was 84 degrees outside. And it rained. And it wasn't even a cold rain. It was fucking 84 degrees out. I'm aware that I live in Florida, but I was expecting for it to be in at LEAST the fifties today! Ugh... Oh, and I hung out with my family. We probably see each other more during the winter holidays than the rest of the year combined. Sad, yes?

'Kay. For some reason, I'm ridiculously tired (probably has something to do with the fact that I got four hours of sleep last night), so I'm going to go sleep now. G'night!

P.S. I plan on posting a fic that I've been working on on-and-off for a few days. I tried, but please do not be expecting much. It's Ryden, of course. :)